Broken in Baylor

Jun 21, 2008

I have been at Baylor "Hotel" all week and my buddy Allie isn't even here to visit with.  I came in last Monday with a bowel obstruction and was sent home on Wednesday.  Then on Sunday I started vomiting which was one of the warning signs to call about on the checkout page.  I was so fortunate that the surgeon I have wanted to switch to was the one on call.  Dr Arnold wasn't able to revise my pouch last year when he tried and never seemed too interested since he was fixing someone else's work. He wasn't my original surgeon.
Dr Colleen Kennedy was on call. She sent me to the emergency room and met me there.  Her skill and bedside manner are quite amazing! I am so glad she agreed to take over my care.  She performed emergency surgery on Sunday June 16th to remove a bowel obstruction and large number of adhesions that had attached to other organs.  I am still at Baylor Hospital waiting for my bowels to wake up.  I am waking 5-6 times a day.  Dr K won't release me until she is sure I am functioning well.  It looks like it will be Tuesday at the earliest for me to get out.
I am doing my best to keep busy despite the pain I still have in one area of my stomach. I do have a Picc line and pain pump to use.  I even have a job applicant coming to interview with me today for a job with my company.  I have my sudoku, books, and dvd to occupy me between walks, respiratory therapy, blood draws, vital signs and sleeping.
Please send good thoughts my way.  I am in Roberts on a friend's laptop while she is visiting.  I will be able to see your responses when I get home.





Feeling Like Hell vs Asking for Help

Feb 05, 2008

I have been coughing for two days and now the top of my pouch is sore.  I can't take off work to go to the doctor.  I despise asking for help but I just had to post to the main board and my state board hoping to get some words of advice.  It is so hard in every way to feel this week.  Here is what I posted with the title of "5yr Post-Op with Coughing Pain":

I had my first RNY in March of 2003 and a revision six months ago.  I started coughing off and on Monday evening and it has not stopped.  I called my doctor's office yesterday afternoon when I started having pain right in the center of my chest where the breastbone is.  My MD was gone but the PA suggested I call my pharmacist for a recommendation. She is very familiar with my medical issues related to meds and being a bariatric surgery patient.

The pharmacist suggested getting Mucinex DM in the green box (actually the CVS brand since  it is not time-released.)  I am still coughing.  I woke up a few hours ago with pain.  It feels as if someone has punched me in the chest but now a couple of inches below the breastbone is sore.  I am concerned that the soreness I am feeling is my pouch and that I have damaged something from all the coughing.  

Nothing is coming up when I cough.  I go for about 15-30 minutes without coughing and then there are several in a row.  It hurts so very much to cough.  I feel warm but don't have a fever.  I am not having any other symptoms.  This isn't worth a trip to the emergency room.  I sure don't want to be a big baby but does anyone else have experience with getting through this?  Taking off work this week is absolutely not an option.  I already asked.  I am the only person working in my office this week.

The weather is so weird in Texas.  In the past few days we have had 25 degrees in the morning and 75 degrees the next day.  There has been lots of up and down.  I usually never get sick or colds or anything.  My physician says I am just about the healthiest patient in her practice.  I have had several clients with colds in the office recently.

I just thought I would check in here to see if anyone could share your experience with this.  I would rather not cough myself into a hernia or damage my pouch.  Even though weight loss has been slow since my revision last summer, I sure don't want to hurt my body from coughing.  I am even thinking of taking my post-op pillow with me when I have to leave for work in 30 minutes.

Thanks in advance for any guidance. 

Ann B/Ann in TX


p.s. If you think my question is stupid, it is okay if you don't share that with me.

I sure hope to get some support from anyone who has been through this before.

Priorities

Nov 29, 2007

So much has been going on lately.  I can finally see clearly out of both eyes.

I am taking a long hard look at my priorities.  I am so good at taking care of my responsibilities to others and no so good at making myself a priority.  I didn't get to see the Oprah show on Wednesday with Nancy Macklin who has lost 530lbs but I did read the synopsis today.  I am so happy for her.  I can't help but look at a story like that and wonder why I can't get it together.  She lost all that weight.  I can't seem to make myself exercise everyday or ask for support.  I am looking for support and therapy groups currently in Dallas.  I need more than a social outlet.  I also need a walking buddy so I have someone to be accountable to.

I am going to keep plugging along.


New Eyes (subtitled: I was blind but now I see)

Oct 08, 2007

I had monovision lasik surgery on Friday because my vision has been dramatically declining.  I have worn glasses for 45 years and bifocals for the last 11.  It is odd to keep reaching up to take them off.  I am having a lot of pain and can't see well out of my right eye yet.  They told me it will improve over the next few months.  I also have a huge red spot on my eyeball where a blood vessel burst.  Ugly but I think all this will be worth it. 

330 and Stuck

Oct 07, 2007

Working hard but the scale isn't budging.

Discouraged

Worried

Sad


600

Sep 22, 2007

The nutritionist told me the weirdest thing this week.  She analyzed my food logs for three weeks.  She said I am not enough food and that I am having 600 calories on average daily.  I am doing protein first and just not hungry.

She did say I am probably tired every day because of not getting enough calories even though my nutrients, protein, and vitamins are great.

We will see.

Frustration

Sep 11, 2007

 

I was called for jury duty yesterday.  I feel guilty but I was delighted when I was #22 out of 25 potential jurors for a criminal case needing 6 people.  I just knew they would get six before my name came up.  After a day full of lots of waiting and all the procedures, we finally got called back into the courtroom about 2:30.  Slowly and deliberately they call #1___, #2___, #3___, #4___, #5___, and #6  ME!  I have been selected the last four times I have been called for jury duty.

I have so much to get done this week including my six week post op visit with Dr Arnold's office from my revision surgery, taking a friend for lasix surgery testing,  and getting to the San Antonio Conference to support Yvonne.

At 5:00 today, we had only heard half the witnesses in the case.  I have to report again in the morning.  This could go on all week.  I am honored to do my civic duty but I am frustrated beyond belief.  Nothing I want or need to do is getting done.  Plus the substitute at work is new and is having a very hard time.  No telling all the mess I will have to fix when I return.  Today when I checked in with the office when we had a break, I was told she couldn't get the four phone lines to work so she reprogrammed everything.  Yikes!  I even went to the office last night to get some things done that only I know how to do.  I should go by tonight but I am really tired.  I know it is stupid to be tired from sitting for two days.  I haven't walked or exercised and that feels rotten.  I was smart enough to take a little cooler with protein, water, cheese, and protein bars thank goodness.

I hope everyone that goes to San Antonio will give Yvonne McCarty a big ole hug from me.  She is a shining example of "love in action",

                    Did I mention I AM SO FRUSTRATED?


First Meeting with Trainer

Sep 03, 2007

Guess what I did on my last holiday until Thanksgiving?  I went and worked with a great trainer at the YMCA.  She is amazing.  We went through a complete weight and cardio program for me.  She answered all my questions with patience.  She never once looked at me like "damn your fat and why should I bother with you" like other trainers have in the past.  I feel really confident knowing she is there for me.  I plan on doing a water aerobics class tomorrow night and then seeing her again on Wednesday.

I hope exercising will catch on in my soul so I can do it daily and find joy in it.  I also want to break through this plateau.

My spouse and I went for a walk after dinner.  It was nice to chat and exercise a bit together.

Cheese crisps from Kathie in Hawaii

Sep 03, 2007

Aloha Julie!!!!

These are some of my favorite snacks!!!! They are so very simple to make. You can use any type of cheese but to be honest, the best types are to use a hard, grateable cheese. 

I use a block of Parm-Reggiano and I also add in Irish Dubliner cheese (OMG! If you haven't tried this.. I highly recommend it! It lasts a long time and has such a great taste!!!)

Grate about 1 1/2 cup of hard cheese (parmesan/reggiano), or any other hard type of cheese. After you grate them, add 1 egg to the mix with 1 tablespoon of flour. Add a little bit of pepper (usually do not have to add salt because the cheese tends to have a decent amount of salt). 

Heat your oven to 400 degrees. 

I use a my favorite pampered chef pizza stone to bake them on...they dont burn and area easily removed without breaking. You can use a regular pan but make sure you use some non-stick spray. 

Scoop a bit of the cheese mixture into your palm and form into a cracker size round. 
Place them about an inch apart. I can usually make at least a dozen or so. If you want to triple the batch, you can do so and freeze them and use them in the future. 

Bake them for about 5-7 minutes. They will spread about a bit so make sure you place the cheese rounds about 2 inches apart.

You should keep an eye on them. You can tell when they are ready when the aroma of cheese fills the air and they are a bit bubbly. You don't want them to be too brown around the edges or too dark. That means they will taste a bit burned. 

Take them out of the oven when they are melted and just a little brown on the edges. Remove from the pan immediately and place on a cooling rack. 

VOILA!!! You have cheese rounds that are a good source of protein. I tend to add toppings to them like proscuito and cucumber... or if you want, you can add pepperoni (tastes like a little cheese pizza!). I have also served them with hummus and even guacamole... Whatever you like as a topping. 

Hope this helps! 
They are so easy to make AND there is something about cheese that is a comfort food. Heck, I even have been known to take mozeralla cheese, herbs and garlic and baked them in a pan using the broiler just to eat the gooey-cheese! LOL 

Let me know how they turn out for you!
Hugs,
Kathie


Exercise Decision AND Action (YMCA Offer)

Sep 02, 2007

Even though I just had my revision one month ago there is something I have learned in my 54 months of being post op from the original RNY.  Exercise is the key to sustained weight loss.  I have been fortunate to get my eating, vitamins, water exactly where they should be.  I have yet to become one of those people who LOVE exercising.  One of my goals is to have exercise become a daily habit just like taking my vitamins and meds is.  In four and half years, I have never once missed a day.  I need that kind of discipline when it comes to exercising.  It is tough at 450 and 423 and 356 and 330lbs.  What I know is that I don't have the luxury of skipping meds or vitamins because the potential consequences are too great.  I am working hard to get that same belief system and practice in my head about exercise.

Just in case getting enough exercise is an issue for you, I wanted to share an experience I had from yesterday.  I am looking for every opportunity to incorporate habits that will support my exercise goals.  Yesterday I checked my mailbox and found a mailer from the YMCA of Metropolitan Dallas in it.  Usually they run a special membership offer every January called "Join Now and Pay the Day".  The usual joiner's fee is equal to the date.  So if you join on the 1st, your joiner fee is $1. Join on the 2nd and you pay $2…you get the picture.  I figured I would have to wait until January to re-join and save the approximately $100 joiner's fee.  Also, the Y is great about considering all members of the same household as a family to get their family rate.  I took receiving the mailer as a sign from the universe and took myself to the Park Cities YMCA and rejoined. It felt great to save money and do something good for myself too. All the YMCAs I have been to in Dallas have great facilities, classes, sports, health and fitness equipment, and caring staff.  You can get more info at www.ymcadallas.org or 214) 880-9622.

On a side note, when I arrived my favorite staff member from years ago was at the desk and she looked great.  She was delighted to see me and shared that she had gastric bypass.  See it was just meant to be that I joined.  I get exercise equipment, water aerobics, trained staff, fitness assessments, and a supportive bariatric person on site.

Anyone want to join me at the Y??

 


About Me
Dallas, TX
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07/30/2007
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Apr 11, 2007
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Broken in Baylor
Feeling Like Hell vs Asking for Help
Priorities
New Eyes (subtitled: I was blind but now I see)
330 and Stuck
600
Frustration
First Meeting with Trainer
Cheese crisps from Kathie in Hawaii
Exercise Decision AND Action (YMCA Offer)

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