Its been a long time...

Nov 21, 2010

hey guys its been so long, i feel guilty not writing or visiting the site. I have had alot of changes in my life. partially maybe because of the surgery, partially life in general...lol. I have noticed much more attention from men, and I love going and hanging out alot more. I finally am starting to feel like the real me is evolving. I feel like that me was hidden under all of that weight. We was buried. Now i feel like I want so much more out of life. The consequences are that the people around you are not used to that person buried evolving. So some days are more difficult than others. Since I go out more I have started to drink - just wine, 2 glasses, and i know its empty calories, so I will definitely have to cut back. I also started eating some fried food, like 2 to 3 buffalo wings, which even though its a small portion, I don't want to go back to eating fried foods. I also since slipped and ate puffed cheese doodles, I hadn't eating any type of potato chip since April this year. So I'm so I'm getting a bit disappointed. I'm scared that I might be one of those people who had the surgery and might gain the weight back. I'm feeling like going and hanging out is a downfall of mine. I slowed the pace down in working out within the past 6 weeks, but I plan on picking that back up asap. My goal is to start running. Since I had the stall, I was slightly discouraged, then started to notice, my clothes getting looser.I'm not going to worry about the numbers too much anymore but the sizes. I'm down to medium tops, and 16/18 pants. Can you believe it? It is so weird not shopping in plus for tops....

GOALS
attend more support group meetings
running
no more fried food
up protein daily
get under 200lbs by the new year.

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