beast2beauty
HEY EVRYONE! THANKS FOR STOPPIN BY! MY NAME IS ANGIE, I AM 32 YEARS OLD, I AM MARRIED TO A WONDERFUL MAN, HAVE 2 ADORABLE LITTLE GIRLS 7 AND 8, I AM 5'5, 255LBS AND MISERABLE!
NOW, YOU WOULD THINK THAT I WOULD BE GRATEFUL FOR ALL THAT I HAVE, AND I AM . BUT, I LONG FOR "NORMALCY" I WANT SO BAD TO TIE MY SHOW WITHOUT PASSING OUT, AND NOT HAVE MY SHIRT GET STUCK IN THE FAT ROLLS ON MY BACK. I WANT TO BE ABLE TO GET IN LINE AT AN AMUSEMENT PARK AND NOT WORRY F I'LL FIT. I WOULD LIOKE TO BE ABLE TO GO UP 4 STEPD WITHOUT GASPING FOR AIR AND GET DOWN ON THE FLOOR WITHOUT BEING IN SEVERE PAIN IN MY HIP KNEE AND BACK. I WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE TO IT'S FULLEST AND ENJOY ALL THAT I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH!
LIKE MOST OF YOU, I HAVE ALWAYS STRUGGLED WITH MY WEIGHT. IN HIGHSCHOOL I WAS "THUNDER THIGHS" AND HEARD WEEKLY TO "GO EAT A SALAD". NOW I DON'T GET TEASED SO MUCH AS I GET "THE LOOK" YA KNOW, THAT "WHY ARE YOU EATING THAT" LOOK. THIN PEOPLE LOOK AT HEAVY PEOPLE LIKE "HOW DARE YOU EAT AND NURISH YOUR BODY! DON'T YOU KNOW YOUR FAT?!" SO ANYWAY, THIS LOOK I CAN DO WITHOUT.
SO I HAVE BEEN LOOKING INTO THIS SURGERY FOR THE LAST YEAR OR SO AND I AHVE BEEN GOING THROUGH THE STEPS THE LAST COUPLE OF MONTHS. AS I SAID BEFORE, I AM REALLY REALLY STRESSED OUT ABOUT THE MORBIDLY OBESE FOR 5 YEARS CLAUSE. I WONDER IF NEED BE, I COULD APPEAL ON SOMETHING LIKE THAT. I DON'T KNOW, BUT THIS IS ALL I THINK AND TALK ABOUT AND IF I DONT GET APPROVED, MY HUSBAND MAY HAVE TO COMMIT ME!:) I REALLY WANT THIS MORE THAN ANYTHING I HAVE EVER WANTED IN MY LIFE. BUT I DOUBT I HAVE TO TELL ANY OF YOU TAHT, I KNOW I AM PREACHIN TO THE CHOIR ON THAT TOPIC.
SO ANYWY, I JUST WANT TO THANK ALL YOU FOR INSPIRING TO KEEP PUSHING AND TO GO FOR WHAT I WANT. CONGRATS TO ALL THAT HAVE MADE IT TO THE "LOSER" SIDE AND GOOD LUCK TO ALL THOSE THAT ARE TRYING TO GET THERE!
