6 months out

Apr 06, 2010

Well it has been a little over six months and what can I say...I am finally living my life! For so long I sat on the couch and felt sorry for myself and "wished"  that I could be thinner and do all the things I wanted to do like play with my kids and go on a roller coaster or plane without fear that the seatbelt won't fit. Well I stopped "wishing" and started DOING and here I am!! I have lost a total of 105lbs so far and I am still losing. Slowly but that's ok. We are going on a cruise in June and taking the kids to Universal Studios and for the first time I am not going to worry about one single thing...instead I am going to enjoy what is important, spending time with my family and enjoying my kids! My weight has gotten enough of my time and energy!!
I have went from a size 26 to size 11. I can even wear my daughters size 11 juniors! Woot Woot!! But it is much harder now. I can eat so much more now and it is a little scary. But I take each day one at a time. I have that fear I know everyone has that i will gain it all back. Sometimes I drean that I am huge again and I am thrilled when I wake up! But I know that that does happen and it terrifies me! But all I can do is live for today and focus on making the right decisions. In the meantime...I am going to enjoy everyday I am given!!

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