Me, Myself and I

Sep 13, 2009

I was on here 2 years ago in hopes of haveing this surery. Well, FINALLY , I am!!
So my story is pretty much like most others on here. I have always struggled with my weight. Been on numerous diets. Lost and gained, lost and gained and so on....But Not Anymore:) I am officially having the RNY a week from tomorrow!!!  I have wanted this for sooo long, and now that it is finally here, I am feeling excited, happy, nervous, scared and many other feelings I really didn't espect to have.
I am a 34 year old  mother of 2 girls. Married to a great guy who loves me thick or thin. But I don't love me, and that is the problem that I am gonna try to fix. I am doing this to get healthier, but I am not gonna lie, I want to look good too!!! I want to go into the stores and be able to look at something cute and NOT think, well if I were smaller, I would wear that! I want to be able to go to an amusement park and get on the rides with my kids without fearing the seatbelt won't fit. As many of you have I am sure done, I too have put off sooooo much living because I am fat. And I don't want to waste one more day of my childrens lives hiding. I want to get out and live while I can!!
I know several people who have had this done. I know it will not be easy. But the pay off is great! I get my life back !!

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