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it started out this morning and my 8 yr old with a huge rat in the back of her hair! i have never cut her hair and i won't but what a pain! went to the gym walked a mile and a half on the treadmill, did some of the machines and then got on the bicycle and did it for a mile. Came home and did a nutrition quiz online and got a 77 :( then tonight i left the laptop that i borrowed from the school on the table on next to my tea (w/o a lid b/c of no straws) and my 2 year old knocked the tea over spilling it entirely on top of the keyboard....the thing shut off and i dumped the tea out of it...i dried it the best i could and I am hoping and praying it works when i try and turn it on tomorrow....don't wanna vent about it on facebook since several of my nosey classmates are on there! lol. i hope it works! if not i don't know what i am going to do...cry and be broker than broke i guess...then after that all happened i went to hop in my car and get away from it all for a minute and DEAD batterY!!! Suppose to have my dr. appt. tomorrow. Think it is about time to go to bed before anything else can go wrong!!

It said i had lost a total of 50lbs.! I have a dr. appt. Tuesday so I guess I will just have to see if that matches up with their scale. I am so happy it is comming off quick but I think I am going to have a big problem with my head not catching up with all of this. I looked in the mirror when I was driving yesterday and noticed i had little wrinkles underneath my chin instead of fat...don't want that either! I hope it will get evened out as time goes on. Already know my arms are going to look horrible when this is all said and done. You have to trade in one thing for the other...I don't know what is better and what is going to be worse. Don't get me wrong I am pretty happy just getting a little scared about what my end result is really going to look like. For once I just want to look like how I feel and after being heavy for so long....I am stretched out!

I have been going to the gym and walking everyday. I feel so much better. At first I dreaded it now I am really starting to like it! Who would of ever thought that one? Definately not me! lol I finally got on that dreaded scale again the other day and it said 278lbs. It moved about 6lbs! Exciting! I am now down 41lbs. since 2 weeks pre-op! Bye Bye lots of sacks of potatoes you ain't never comming back! My classmates have not seen me for about a month now and when I went back in yesterday and seen some of them they said "wow, you look amazing!" they say you can tell a difference in my face. I was sitting across from a guy classmate and he kept looking at me then in front of everyone he said "you look good!" It's crazy! i love it...just think what I will feel like this time next year! and those pair of jeans that were collecting dust and tears in my closet fit me again! yeehaawww! I hope everyone else is doing fine :)

this stinks! I was doing awesome then........same weight on scale for over a week now...I have been walking at the gym everyday and eating the things that I am suppose to.   :(  I hope this ends real quick...feels so discouraging. not losing when I am not eating very much...blah.

exciting! that is more than a pound a day! i hope i am doing everything alright...i still feel hungry sometimes :( i hope it is normal...i don't really feel full...just enough to survive is how i am feeling. i am craving meat! so glad the holidays are over! that was hard! cooking and watching everyone else stuff their faces and just smelling it and seeing it but not tasting it was difficult. i cooked alot even passed out candy and cookies to some of my friends....don't even know if it was good or not...lol. didn't get to be the taster this time! oh...well...it will all be worth it. :)

wow i can't believe it has been 3 days ago! i am sore but getting better every hour i think :)
looking forward to my appt. tues. when hopefully he says i can go on to stage 2 diet...cottage cheese has never sounded better! 
3 things i learned today:
Never trust a fart! :(
Vitamins crushed up taste like poo ...lol
and Whey protein is disgusting :(

surgery went fine and i got to come home today :) feel like i can't breathe...and i am sore...the breathing thing is kind of scary though. not so glad that i have done this yet. i am hungry and i feel so crappy. please let me know how eveyone else feels....thanks Brittany

now i am getting excited! if i don't do this i will probally end up like most of my family with diabetes and heart attacks. either  way...doing the surgery or not i have risks...i am doing this and happy about my decision. i will be leaving in a little bit to find a hotel where the hospital is...people that have had this done say you are not hungry afterwards...i hope that's the truth! anyways...here i go :) thanks for the support...you guys are awesome!!!

#1 hardest thing to do when you cannot EAT....go grocery shopping for your family! You can almost taste everything with out even eating it!!! sucks...just today and tomorrow though then MY big day :)

amazed that some people have to be on a liquid diet 2 weeks before and others just a couple days before. for the ones that only do it a couple days before you guys are lucky. i feel so dizzy and thought that i would get use to being hungry and i'm just hungrier! sat...sun...mon...all i have left!