bossladycb
stuck already/feeling really fustrated
Aug 24, 2010
i would really like to be one of the many who can come on here and proclaim my love for my ryn...but as of right now that is not the case. i have been stuck on 250 for over a week and i am praying i am not hitting a plateau so early.for me..i need to see results to help motivate me...thus far i have been far from motivated. its been a lil tough since i returned to work. that takes all my energy to even try to do any physical fitness. i have just enuff energy left to cook dinner for my twins then after that..i am laid out some where tired!. my mouth constantly feels like an african desert and i dont seem to be able to do anything about that. my palet has changed so much..its hard for me to find a food (esp protein) that i can stick with. i eat something one and develope a dislike for it..well exempt cream of wheat!
and lets not talk about the mental/emotional state im going thru....lawd baby jesus in his manager. i am questioning everything and more importantly everyone. i have become a hermit for one...as i said questioning thr true value of some of my "friendships" and because i cant party like i use to. i can only get iced water wasted so many times and i dont need the temptation of henscato (hennesy and moscato mixed) constantly calling my name...
imma stop here..i am not that focus to continue with all that i am feeling. my mind is like those episodes of hoarders...just a complete effing mess!!! can someone help..what am i doing wrong...i dont wanna feel like i went thru all of this for nothing.
