Amy W.

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Ok. So my fiance and I are trying to have a baby and its taking forever. I know it takes almost a year to conceive for a normal couple, but we've already been having sex for over a year now and im still not pregnant. THAAAAAAATS because of when I was bigger, I didnt even haaave periods OR ovulate. Now that im 184 pounds though, my body is (and has been) trying to regulate itself. Its just not fully working though. I ovulated SOMEtimes, but not every cycle. So I started taking Clomid to make me ovulate. I would love to talk to someone who is going through a similar situation. I fucked up the first cycle of Clomid (looong stOry) so that didnt count. So, this is "technicly" the second cycle on it, but I call it my first. Im on CD8. I took my last pill lastnight. So I should ovulate in 5-9 days if everything goes perfect! (It better!!!) Anyways, i'll update later. Bye for nOOOOw! <3

I forgot ALL about OH.com!! Im actually on here getting information for a friend of mine because she wants to persue the lap-band. So we decided since im SUCH a WLS expert, then I shall research for hEr! So I came on here, signed into my oooooooooold account, and decided to update the new one!!! I dont feel like writing in here anymore because now im just living my life normally. I have been for soooooo long. My 2 year re-birth birthday was November 5, 2006! wOw....2 years since surgery....Time flies!!!!!! Anyways, I am doing FABULOUS! I have found true love, and we are engaged! <3 I LOVE life!!!!

April 24, 2006-Wow. I need to update this more. I have my Tummy Tuck April 6, 2006. Its a loooooooong and VEEEEERY painful recovery. Pure miseryyyy, but SO worth it!!!

March 12, 2006- WHOA! H0w c0me I dont remember writing the post ab0ve this one? Whoooooooa. How sAd. Anyways, so t0morrow im sending in my papers to my nEW insurance which is Definity Health Insurance which is part of United Health Care. I have pictures thIs time of the sores i get under my skin so they BETTER approve me! I'll keep u updated! WISH ME LUCK! <3

February 7,2006- Hi everyone! So about my plastics. HealthNet denied me AGAIN on January 27, 06. I got a packet of papers in the mail and it said to send the enclosed paper to some California Health Insurance greivance thing and they'll give my case a review or something. I just got EVERYthing together (plus a pic) and im gonna send it all tomorrow. This is vEry depressing....But ill update you when I hear something.

February 13, 2006- Im SO sick of this. Here i am all alone crying. Im gaining weight. I cant pretend anymore that I love myself. I HATE myself right now. HATE HATE HATE. I dont even care if I fucking die right now. This is completly rediculous. I went on birth control and gained 10 pounds, and now my parents are commenting on it and I am SO sensitive about it, i rAn to my room, slAmmed the door and immidiatly bUsted out bAlling my eyes out! And im stIll crying about it. I cant face AnYone. I wish I never lost this weight now. Everyone is fixated on it like im an animal in a zoo and they come to see me and just hAve to comment. Its makes me fucking SICK. I cant control myself either. My stomach stretches to its maximum every single time I eat which is discusting also because sometimes i can eat 2 sandwitches. I discust myself and hope i fucking die tonight.

December 28,2005- Ok, so right now I weigh like, 186. I cant believe that I, Amy Young, weigh 186. I still dont see it when I look in the mirror but that'll take years. Yesterday (the 27th) I was denied for a Panniculectomy by HealthNet and filed an appeal. Ill keep you updated on that situation.

October 4, 2005- I havent written since JUNE?!?! Whaaaaat?! How rediculous!!! Well, i cant be loud right now, and this keyboard is SO loud, so i'll write tomorrow! Just know its about plastic surgery!! <3

June 13,2005- HI!

JUne 18,2005- I STILL LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

May 1,2005-Can you even believe its May 2005 already?!!? Wow! Anyways, so May 5 is my 6 month anneversery and it doesnt look like im losing my full 100 pounds before that. I've now lost 96 and thats FABULOUS! I'm not at all dissapointed in myself for not losing the full 100 during the first 6 months! Look what i've accomplished so far! Im SO proud, and i'm SO SO SO SO happy with myself, AND how life is going right now. And i'd like to thank god for making all things possible!! I love you!!! And i'd like to thank Dr. Ara Keshishian for doing the surgery in the first place! AND for believing in me! And i'd especially like to congradulate myself for putting in ALL i had, and never giving up! Doing everything by myself for 11 months before it was finally my time to be blessed with the surgery! I LOVE LIFE!

May 5,2005- ITS MY 6 MONTH ANNIVERSERY AND I'VE LOST 101 POUNDS! IM FINALLY A PART OF THE CENTURY CLUB!!!! AHHHHH!!! IM SO SO SO SO SO GRATEFUL!!!!!! I JUST DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY!!!!!! ITS SO UNREAL!!!!!! I WEIGH 218 POUNDS!!!! I HAVENT WEIGHED 218 SINCE 8TH GRADE!!!!! LOOK AT MY BEFORE AND AFTER PICTURES!!!!!! THEIR FABULOUS!!!!! THERES THIS THING THAT THIS LADY SAYS....SHE SAYS, "GRATTITUDE IS MY ATTITUDE" AND THATS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL!!!!!!! IM SO GRATEFUL!!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE X90000 LOVE LOVE LOVE LIFE!!!!!!
May 6,2005- Hi!!!! I just wanted to say agin that I LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!

June 5,2005- today is my 7 month anniversery! I've decided today to include all of my weightloss that i've lost together. Yes, that sounds confusing, let me explain. I always have to say to people that "My highest weight was 328, but the day before surgery i weighed 319", so now, i decided to add the weight i lost right before surgery, so now i've lost a total of 116 pounds!!!! 328 to 212!!!! Let me put my weight-ticker!!! Watch!  SEE!?!!?!?!? Isn't that fabulous! Oh, and my job is going fantastic! AND, im graduating High School June 17! Im so nervous! But excited!!!!

April 4, 2005- Hi!!! I dont feel like saying musch right at this moment, but you should know that tomorrow is my 5 month anneversery and i've lost 89 pounds!!!!!!!!!

April 25,2005- Hi everyone!!! On May 5 its my 6 month surgery anneversery and im SO excited!!! I wonder what i should do...?  I'm so ashamed....I cant stop eating all the wrong things. People think this surgery fixes all the problems associated with why we got so large in the first place....And it really doesnt...Anyways, so right now, its 10:28p.m., and for some reason, it feel like its 1 in the morning! Im eating olives. Which is weird because i dont think ive ever craved olives in my entire life! This surgery changes your taste buds too. All the sudden you'll start craving stuff you've never even thought of before! i really need to start eating better. I want to make sure i lose 5 more pounds before May 5th so i can say that in the first 6 months i lost 100 pounds! (right now i'm 224 lbs, and i've lost 95 lbs!) I'm gonna go on my other favorite website (which is www.wlsfriends.com) and get recipes! SO anyways, i just wanted to update that work is going fabulous, i feel WONDERFUL, and i've never been so happy with myself EVER!!!!! Life is FANTASTIC!!!!!!!