butterflyy
3 Month's Out
Jun 24, 2009
WELL I'M HERE AND REALLY DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START AT. I FEEL WONDERFUL. GOD HAS TRULY SHOWN ME FAVOR. I'M NOT WHERE I'D LIKE TO BE BUT I'M NOT WHERE I CAME FROM. THIS SURGERY IS NO EASY MATTER. I JUST STARTED DRINKING PROTEIN EVERYMORNING AND TAKING VITAMINS EVERYDAY LIKE I SHOULD. I EAT SOMETIMES BUT NOT LIKE I'M SUPPOSE TO. THE THING IS I DON'T EAT ENOUGH TO LAST ME 4 HOURS SO I NOW EAT EVERY 3 HOURS. I HAVE A ADDICTION TO SUNFLOWER SEEDS WHICH ARE REALLY HIGH IN FAT. BUT NEVERTHELESS I'M HERE. MY WEIGHT GOES UP AND DOWN UP AND DOWN AND IT USE TO PISS ME OFF BUT NOW IT'S LIKE IT'S WHATEVER. I HAVE BECOME A SCALE WHORE. I GET ON IT EVERYDAY AND EVERY NIGHT. I PUT THE MF AWAY TODAY I WILL NOT WEIGHT MYSELF UNTIL SUNDAY. I STILL LOVE TO COOK AND HAVE GOTTEN ALOT A GOOD RECIPES FROM EGGFACE. SHE IS TRULY GOOD AT WHAT SHE DOES I JUST LEARNED TO PUT MY OWN SPIN ON IT. SOME STUFF IS JUST NOT MY STYLE. LESLIE AND ADRIENNE I LOVE BOTH OF YOU GIRLS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. YOU BOTH HAVE DONE SO MUCH FOR ME HOW CAN I EVER REPAY YOU. ANYTHING JUST ASK. 
PEOPLE REALLY DO CHANGE THE WAY THE LOOK AT YOU AS TIME GOES ON. I'M STILL THE SAME PERSON WEARING THE SAME CLOTHES BUT NOW ALL OF A SUDDEN I THINK I'M CUTE. NO BABY I'VE ALWAYS KNOWN I WAS CUTE URE JUST STARTING TO REALIZE IT. CO-WORKERS ALWAYS ASKING GIRL HOW MUCH HAVE YOU LOST SO FAR? I WANT TO SAY YOUR ASS WASN'T ASKING ME HOW MUCH I WAS GAINING A COUPLE OF MONTHS AGO SO WHY ARE YOU SO WORRIED NOW. BUT INSTEAD I JUST SAY OH I DON'T DO THE SCALE SCALES ARE FOR FISH. THEY KNOW I'M LYING BUT I REALLY COULD CARE LESS MIND YOUR BUSINESS. HERE ARE MY 3 PICTURES FOR THE MONTH OF JUNE. I HOPE ALL OF YOU ARE DOING YOUR BEST AND I WISH YOU ALL CONTINUED SUCCESS.
