chakara
Go!
May 09, 2010
Okay, 36 hours until surgery. Above and beyond the typical thoughts and hypotheticals, My mind is racing so fast that I feel like my brain may spontaneously explode! My lists are made and categorically checked. Now all I can do is pack my small bag for the hospital stay and think. Think and think and think. Everything is so out of my control, and therefore I am very out of my element. I don't like the way this feels. Is it crazy that i asked the Doctor and anesthesiologist separately if they could do the procedure while I was awake. (They both seemed to think I was nuts, but conceded that it could be done, then promptly refused.) ;-}
So, tomorrow I will finish my laundry, pack my bags, and spend the rest of the day with my little boy. Hopefully my mind will stay clear and focused. Soon I will looking back from the flip side and probably laughing about all of it.
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So, tomorrow I will finish my laundry, pack my bags, and spend the rest of the day with my little boy. Hopefully my mind will stay clear and focused. Soon I will looking back from the flip side and probably laughing about all of it.
get set
May 07, 2010
So, Now I am officially nervous. I am consumed with all of the what ifs. Just when I feel some peace about the actual surgery, I worry about life after the surgery. When that worry ceases, the fear creeps back in. I am a consumate list maker. So, I have my list of things to do today, my list of things to do before surgery, my list of things to buy before surgery, and of course my list of lists to make! HA HA!!! Well, Tuesday will be here before I know it. So, for now, I will try to focus on my little one and prayers of a complication free surgery and a speedy recovery!
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on your mark,
May 05, 2010
Okay, Surgery is coming up and i am feeling the nerves. . . not about the surgery, but about life afterwards. So many questions, but I will put my trust in God. About Me
Springfield, OH
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35.9
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Surgery
05/11/2010
Surgery Date
May 03, 2010
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