2 WEEKS OUT

Nov 20, 2010

AS OF TOMORROW I WILL BE 2 WEEKS OUT AND IM FEELING MUCH BETTER NOW, I REALLY HAVENT HAD ANY PAINS EXCEPT FOR AT ONE INCISION THAT WAS THE MAIN ONE THAT THEY WENT THRU MY DR SAID, WENT TO THE DR ON THURS LAST WEEK AND FOUNF OUT I LOST 7 POUNDS!!SUPER HAPPY!!! HE WANTS TO SEE ME BACK IN 6 WEEKS AND IM MAKING A PERSONAL GOAL TO BE DOWN 50 POUNDS!!! IM STARTING TO WORK OLUT AT THE GYM NEXT WEEK SO I KNOW ITS GOING TO REALLY START FALLING OFF!!! GOODBYE FAT I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN! IM SO HOPING I CAN REACH THIS GOAL!!! THEN ANOTHER GOAL AFTER THAT!!! I KNOW I CAN DO IT!! IM STAYING POSITIVE THAT I CAN, STAYING PRAYFUL THAT I WILL!!! TOMORROW I START THE PUREED DIET WITH IM NOT TO HAPPY ABOOT I JUST CANT SEEM TO GET INTO THE WHOLE BLENDING UP FOOD AND STUFF   ....SO I WILL BE EATING SCRAMBLED EGGS THIS WHOLE WEEKS. I LOST 12 POUNDS 2 WEEKS AGO SO IM HOPING TO AVARAGE AT LEAST 10 POUNDS A WEEK!!  DO YOU GUYS THINK THAT IS POSSIBLE??? I SUREE HOPE SO!!! I REALLY DO!!! IM JUST SO EXICTED TO SEE WHAT MY BODY IS GOING TO LOOK LIKE 50 POUNDS LIGHTER...I WANT TO TAKE PICS DAILY BUT I KEEP FORGETING TO....SO ILL SETTLE FOR TAKING PICS WEEKLY, I ALSO WANT TO BUY ME A PAIR OF JEANS IN A SMALLER SIZE AND USE THAT AS MOTIVATION TO GET THE WEIGHT OFF! IM GOING TO DO THAT AND HANG THIS RIGHT ON MY CLOSET DOOR SO THAT IM ABLE TO SEE THEM EVERYDAY WHEN I WAKE UP!!! I WANT TO CHEAT JUST SO I CAN HAVE THE TASTE IN MY MOUTH...THATS WRONG AND IM TRYING TO STAY STRONG! I PRAY TO GOD, THAT HE GIVES ME STRENGTH!!! IM SO ANXIOUS TO GET RID OF CLOTHES SO I KNOW I CANT CHEAT!!! LOL   I REALLY WANT TO BE IN A SIZE 12 BY MY BDAY IN JANUARY IS THAT GOING TO FAR?  IS THAT TOO HIGH OF A GOAL? I HOPE NOT BECAUSE IM REALLY TRYING MY HARDEST TO ACHEIVE IT!!! MY GUY FRIEND DOESNT WANT ME TO GET ANY SMALLER, HE DIDNT WANT ME TO GET THE SURGERY.....HE SAYS HE LOVES ME JUST THE WAY I AM ....THAT IS SO SWEET, BUT I TOLD HIM I HAD TO DO THIS FOR ME!!!! AND NO BODY ELSE, IM SCARED THAT I MAY LOSE HIM, BUT IF I DO THAT LETS ME KNOW THAT HE WASNT THE "ONE" .....TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE THROUGHOUT THIS WHOLE PROCESS IS SOMNETIMES SO HARD WHEN YOU HAVE DIFFERENT PEOPLE ALL IN YOUR EAR SAYING DIFFERENT THINGS  ....IM JUST READY FOR THE WEIGHT TO BE GONE!!! IM SO READY!!!

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