Even more THINNER!!!

Sep 23, 2009

 It's Wednesday, 9/23/09.

It's been quite awhile since i posted on this blog or, indeed, posted on the VSG forum (although i still frequently read it). I weighed myself this morning, as i do every morning and am now down to 111 lbs.  OMG, why am i still losing weight?
I keep track of my food each day and try to get in enough calories, carbs, fats, calcium, vitamins, etc.  Some days i make it and some days i don't.  Overall, however, i follow a healthy diet.  When i crave carbs (always ate carbs instead of sweets), i eat crackers.   I find them satisfying and not too filling.

I am two days past my 18 mth. surgiversary.  As u may already know and as i have often said, my original goad was 120 lbs.  It was revised (by my surgeon and me) to 125 lbs. as i was looking quite thin.  I passed 125 lbs. and then 120 lbs. and was sorta holding between 115 - 118 lbs.  All of a sudden, i started losing again.  It went to 114, then 113 - 115 and now 111.  Please read the entry above about THINNER.

What the hell is going on and what did i ever do to Stephen King to deserve this?  I see my surgeon this coming Friday for my 18 mth. checkup.  He is going to have a shit fit.  He told me to stop loosing a long time ago and i assured him that i was not intentionally doing anything to continue the downward trend.  This remains TRUE.  I am NOT dieting, purging, withholding food, etc.  I am cursed by an old Gypsy man with a large nose.  If i tell this to Dr. Averback, he will send me to the psychologist who first did my evaluation before surgery.  What does she know about Gypsy curses anyway???

I haven't had any plastics yet (although, God knows i NEED it).  What will be left of me if my extra skin is removed from my stomach, arms, legs, butt?  How much will i weigh then?  U know those dogs whose skin is too large for their bodies?  Don't know how to spell their names but that's what i look like.  I look wonderful with clothes on (long sleeves, please) but OMFG, naked is an entirely different story.  The Gypsy hates me.  THINNER is scary as hell.

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