11 Months, almost a year allready.

Sep 21, 2009

This weight loss is kind of like marriage to me.  In some ways it seems like yesterday and in others I am all ready forgetting what it was like to be Morbidly Obese.  I have me back again.  As of this morning I am 139 so I am officially back into the 130s and that is the smallest I can ever remember being (131 to be exact)  The weight loss I am experiencing right now is pretty effortless.  I had thought I was finished losing but it is coming off again.  It is strange I can go up 4-5 lbs some times but then when those lbs come off more comes with them.  Next month will be a year and if you would have asked me a year ago I could not have predicted how this would go.  I was so afraid that I would be the exception to the rule.  I did not allow myself to say that aloud too much but in my heart the fear was there.  Now I am a success and wonder where this train will stop.  I am enjoying life and how I feel and look and not really trying to lose anymore.  if I do lose the last 9 lbs that I have as goal on my ticker that is great, if not that is great as well.
I still want plastics, lower body lift, inner thigh, upper arms and breast augmentation.  I hope that this time next year I have done it but my plastic account is taking a beating this month.  DH has to buy a new truck since the company is doing away with the fleet vehicles.  They will be giving us an allowance but in the mean time we need the cash.  So the account is going back down again.  Oh well.  At least I am getting my Varicose Veins fixed.  The first leg will be done on Friday and the second leg on October 16th.  Since I was in my teens I have had budging veins in my legs so this will be quite a treat for me.  Keep your fingers crossed that it gets rid of most of the spider veins for me as well.
Anyway I think I have rambled enough for this month.  I just want to say again, if you are on the fence about surgery DO IT!!!!

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