The anticipation is killing me...

Aug 19, 2012

So I'm actually nearing the end of my pre op stuff. Seriously? I felt like it would go on forever, although it kind of feels like it was just June and I was seeing the surgeons office for the first time. I'll get my surgery date in exactly a month- my final appointment with the surgeons office is September 18th. Is this really happening? It feels a little surreal. Although I think when I FINALLY finish the pre op stuff It will hit me especially when I get my date. I've been here before- not exactly 'here' but on the road to getting WLS. I've never gotten this far in everything though and it makes me feel like this is really going to happen this time! I'm excited, nervous, anxious, happy, scared, unsure...ALL these emotions. Though I know it's what's best and it's what I want.

All I have left is the psych eval on September 6th, Pulmonary on September 12th and then the 18th- my final surgon's appointment. I'm SO close! So now it's just a waiting game. I've been told I'll have a date in October- I'm hoping it's early October- silly reason but I love Halloween and want to be able to celebrate the holiday even if that doesn't mean consuming mass amounts of candy lol. I'm totally fine with that! So in a month I'll have my date! I can't belive it! I feel like it's opeing a new chapter in my life. It's time to put everything in my past and focus on doing whats best for ME- and I know this is it. Fresh start, new healthy me and limitless possibilities for the future!

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