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Tomorrow I have my 5 month weigh in with my pcp, I am nervous, because last time I was there I gained 5 pounds, I dont know how or where..but I been listening and not doing anything wrong.. I know I swell up from heat..and I was so swollen.. but that still dont matter to insurance companies.. they just see numbers.. ugh..anyways.. I got this great scale, its digital, and every time I get weighed at drs I come home and weigh myself..always on the dot.. so I am also addicted to weightin myself every day.. I must.. I cant go with out.. I have to see what part the day I am at my most and what part Im least..of course mornings is less.. but I counter this with what I am eating..so If I gain a pound..or 3.. I know what I did that week.. its silly I know.. but tell me I am not the only one out there like this.. OK.. so more.. I make my husband weigh me..lol.. he is a doll, he pulls out my scale and puts it in the "right" spot...cause no other spot is accurate.. and I get on and stare ahead while he looks.. and today I lost 4 of the 5 pounds.. YAY! so I am waiting for weight in.. not eating til I get checked.. Im nervous... will update after doctors..