I am so...

Jul 07, 2009

Mad, angery, confused, tired... Wow that is a lot

Mad that every time I turn around something else changes, as soon as I even get close, bam.  I had the diet down  and started to et restriction then acid reflux, I got  to deal with that then remove sugar substitutes.  Do you realize that also takes our any protein bar or drink that is not full of carbs!!!  No citric acid so drinks are real boring too.  Man!

Angry that I can't seem to get the diet back under control or figured out now.  I am fine until I come home and start dinner!!!!!

Confused - if I could jsut do it I probably woudl not have had the surgery in the first place and I am really frustrated right now too.  Still don't know if I will even be ablre to keep the band tso that i sstill hanging in the air.  The I get mad at my self for worrying about this when my sistre has some pretty - possibly scarry- test results that she does not find out about until later this month. 

Tired, of feeling this way, being physically tired, aching all over and not being able to do anything about it ( can't even take tylenol)

Venting do not solve anything but it does help some times.


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