having a lot of emotions right now 3/30/2010

Mar 30, 2010

I don't know if its because my surgery is coming up or what, but I'm having a lot of emotions right now. I feel so scared and if I'm making the right choice. I feel like people might think I'm giving up on losing weight and this is the easy way out. I dint think its going to be easy at all. I know that this is the last hope for me for living a healthy life. I'm ready for the change, and need to turn the frown upside down lol. I never been under for a surgery, I had a c-section before but I was awake and the thought of me being under freaks me out. Feeling better writing this out. I cant have it build up. I guess I'm just normal lol.

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