Catchup

May 16, 2009

So, it's been forever since I wrote on here.  I am doing pretty well with everything, but worry sometimes.  My counselor is a big help in reminding me to keep my focus on what is good and healthy for me.  We laugh so much that her reminders help alot and are memorable.  I have been thinking it is time to "break up" with her as I would rather have dinner with her and really have nothing to talk with her about.  Although this move to Montgomery may get me.

One of the weirdest things since this journey began is people talking about my body.  I work in a small installation, so me losing more than half my body has gotten attention.  I get that.  But the commentary is weird and funny.  Sometimes its great and sometimes, its like "c'mon now!"

But I love being a size 8 and at my current weight.  I hope to lose 30 more pounds, but wonder if that is mostly the excess skin in my thighs and tummy ... mostly my thighs, goodness!  It looks funny!  haha!  Am still debating if surgery would be worth it.  Seems vain, but I'd like to like my legs in a swimsuit!  Who knows.

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