In Need of Serious Help!

Feb 08, 2009

I am depressed to the point where I am thinking about suicidal thoughts, being this heavy is driving me crazy, I obsess over having the surgery and piss because right now I can’t afford it. A big part of me wants to drop out of college and get a job so that I can pay for the insurance. I would rather be thin, and happy that fat and with a college degree. I feel as though I have run out of options, my family is no help either financially or emotionally, they don’t care about me, or how I feel. They think that diet, exercise is the key to everything, and while it will help I am pass the point where it is the only thing that can help. I am loss and don’t know what to do anyone, my life is going down hill and I am only 22.

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