Anxiety

Dec 03, 2011


Watching Biggest Loser
watching The Biggest Loser - 2011

Hey guys. I am a fan of the Biggest Loser, in fact I have actually filled out that 10 page application and filmed a video and sent in my dvd. Of course they didn't pick me, but as I sit here today, watching my DVR'd episode, I am feeling a bit nervous. I have some questions that I can't stop asking myself:
1. Can I possibly lose this weight?
2. What will I feel like? 
3. Will I have flabby arms as bad as I have now?
4. Will I be able to work out my arms so they will look good?
5. How will it feel to be able to go into any store and not shop the little bittie plus size section that 9 times out of 10 don't even carry my size!?
6. Will me shoe size shrink?
7. Will my boobs firm up any?
8. Will I continue to think about food 24/7?
9. Will I let my husband pick me up? He always tries but I refuse to let him, lol
10. Will I be able to sit in the floor for long periods with my kids?
11. Can I drink a lot of water? Will it fill up my stomach from the surgery?
12. Will my stomach be flabby?
13. Will my hair fall out?
14. Will I lose any weight at all?
15. Will I be able to take vitamins without having to have vitamin shots?

These are just the tip of the iceberg. I dream about having this surgery, I dream about being skinny, I dream about being satisfied. I can't stop.

Did anyone else have these fears??


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