What the hell am i doing?

Jun 05, 2009

Ok so.... i guess i'm stressin' out about the surgery because i keep eating crap!  Everyday till june 16th(liquids day)  is my last supper...so not good cause i've gained almost TEN pds.  WOW!!!!    

Then I quit smoking and i was doing fine until  Midterms hit and my husbands car got stolen and our pool caved in and my husband got laid off!!!!  

Damn just reading what i wrote makes me want to smoke!!!!!   But i haven't i just eat instead, i try to work out when i wanna eat crap, but i'm like oh well i know i can't eat anymore after june 16th.    

Summers session at school is stressful but i was prepared.  It's all the other crazyness i wasn't prepared for!!!!

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