4 months out....

Nov 05, 2009

Man have i been a little busy bee.....i have to say life on the other side it AWESOME!!!!  First of all

i'm 80 lbs down.---->weighing 160lbs.

 I wear a size 11 in juniors  and medium tops in juniors!!!!!!   

Skinny jeans are sooo frikkin comfy!!!!!  

Ok lets talk food.......

i can tolerate sugar  which sucks!  I can not tolerate chicken n mushrooms.  Sometimes i can have pasta and sometimes i can not.  Pizza is still a no no!!!!  I stick to seafood and potatoes.  
People don't like going out to eat with me because i'll stare at them eat or ask them to tell me how it tastes. lol or they just feel fat cause it looks like they eat alot since i'm only eating 1/2 cup of food per meal.   I order a cup of ice when i dine out since i can't drink with food.  

Bad habits......
I started back smoking i quit for 4 1/2 months damn it!!!!!   i been drinking quite often.....i only drink vodka(grey goose) and cranberry i don't get drunk quick like ppl have said they do on here.   Potato chips......somehow i have convince myself n my support family that it's good protein to eat them!!!!!  What a joke.

So i'm doing good but i'm def. not perfect.  If i don't work out atleast twice a week i feel fat n sluggish. as if i went and indulged at a buffet!

People treat me different.  I'm just a little girl now and that's so weird for me.  never been that!  It does start to show who your real friends r!!!!!  i'm ok with losing some of them since it seem to be because they thought of me as the fat friend or they thought they looked better than me!!!  LOL  NOT ANYMORE!!!!!

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