julez
summer body
May 30, 2011
well once again I am trying to get my head on straight... I have started a new approach to my weigthtloss, time to start taking my surgery serious and get back on track... I know it won't be easy but this time I am determined (with help from my friends) to stick with it and see it to the end... 
0 comments
Random thoughts
Mar 27, 2011
So much has been going on lately not sure where to began.. I have heard since my surgery that we tend to take one addiction for another well I would have never thought that until I set back and looked at my life in a different way.. I have been having a few medical issues latey.. Not only are my labs not coming back good but I have took up drinking to cover everything else up.. My moods have changed to the point I don't want to talk or be around anyone.. going to work I have no problem I am constantly on the move and don't have to think about anything but when i am home with family I am so bored and depressed.. I drink eat and go to bed and it may only be 6 or 7 in the evening.. I have gained about 50 pounds back that I lost with surgery, which I quit loosing after 6 months of surgery.. that totally bummed me out.. But while working I had lost 25 of it which was great, but then I got laid off and I have put back on 10 of it.. I have been trying to get back on track but for some reason I keep sabatoshing my self.. I am getting tired of the lectures and put downs from family and friends, I get it no one wants to be or turn out like me.. well just wanted to vent a little.... thanks..
0 comments
Starting over
Sep 15, 2010
Well everyone it has been a long time since I have been on here... Actually a little depressed and upset with myself for letting things get so out of control.. Since my surgery I have gained back 58 lbs, not proud in anyway. but since I have started working again I have lost 18 lbs and I have a newfound outlook on things.. I still need alot of encouragement and hard work on my part to get down to the weight that I want..
0 comments
Same ole same old
Feb 27, 2009
I have moved yet again back where I started and everythings seems the same.. Same ole things going on like they never ended... My family has pushed me out of thier lives and makes me wonder why I came back to this area to be with them.. I am at such a loss that I just don't know which way to turn.. I am trying to get back on track with my weightloss. I have gained 22 lbs and I am not happy with myself for that. But now I have no support since all my sisters and a few of my friends back here have put on a few lbs.... The stress of trying to please everyone and do my day to day duties to keep my own family afloat is so overwelming that I just don't know how much to take.... And to beat it all my husband ups and quits his job to go to school, so guess what no insurance for me to go and see my doctors like I am supposed too.. I am so frustrated I just want to sit and scream but I don't to keep peace in the family... It is tearing me up in more ways than I can count...
0 comments
Such a failure
Aug 21, 2008
I am so ready to just give up. Everything that I have tried to accomplish in life seems to fall apart sooner than later... I wanted my surgery to loose weight and be healthy but I can't even do that right. I have gained back 22 pds, and I have lost all of my support when I lost weight in the first place. Do to jealousy. I think that I am just doomed to be heavy all my life. I just feel so alone.......
New Area
Nov 25, 2007
Just recently moved to Mansfield, OH. I have not been able to find a support group as of yet. It is so discouraging, I have decided to go and join Curves, I was a member once and had to stop due to a few complications with my hernia. But not that I have had that taken care of and I have put on some weight it is time to get back to work and get back on track with everything.
Home from Hospital
Jul 13, 2007
I got home from the hospital on Wed. I had hernia surgery. I can't believe how sore I am from this. I didn't have this much pain when I had my gastric bypass. I have cried myself t sleep cause it hurts so much. I usually do pretty good with pain but I can't even stand up straight to walk to the restroom. I was told to take it easy so that I don't pop another one out, but I am the one who takes care of the house and all. I is very hard for me to sit and have someone wait on me I am used to waiting on everyone else. This all is not helping with my depession either. I have gained 10 lbs from the time I have been in the hospital, not sure if it is because of all the fluid that I was given or what. I haven't eaten that much since Mon. but still is upsetting that I have gained. Hopefully things will turn around soon....
About Me
Franklin, OH
Location
46.3
BMI
Surgery
01/26/2005
Surgery Date
Sep 21, 2004
Member Since
