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I realized that I have never lost 20 lbs at one time before.  It's a good feeling.  I had a rough weekend.  My stomach was very irritated and I could not eat anything.  But I got through it and i went to the Dr. yesterday.  They said everything seemed ok and he gave me some Prevacid for the reflux I was having.

First post op appointment was on monday 7/6.  I lost 11 lbs... YAY!  I know it's b/c of the liquid diet but it still feels good.. no complications or major pain.. All in all.. things are good

Well it seems I can't get ANYTHING done... the anxiety is really getting to me.  I need to clean up my house and I don't know where to start.  I've got 50 things to do at work before I take leave.. I don't think I'll ever get it all finished. I've been thinking that maybe I should have done this a month from now. I know that is my self-doubt talking to me though. 

On to happy news, in 4 days, by this time, I will be banded.. I have been working towards this so long I am so grateful to God for allowing me this opportunity.

My surgery is 10 days away.. I did my pre-op testing yesterday and everything went well.  I am not really nervous.. more like I'm anxious.  I realized today that I am no longer infatuated with food.  I've found that I hate over eating I do not like that feeling I get when I eat something too heavy.  More on this later

Well I resisted posting a blog until now.  I never know where to start but since I've gotten my approval from the ins. company there's no time like the present...

Day before yesterday, after I received the wonderful news I was so excited.  Well today it seems like reality is setting in and I'm feeling a little self doubt.  I've found myself wondering.. what if I can't do this?  lose weight I mean.  I told a few of my co-workers about getting the approval and ive had several people tell me i'm making a big mistake