keke0514
MY story well Im over weight way over weight....................... 100+ pounds over weight! I have been over weight since my early twenties. In high school I was normal weight range 140-160ish I had horrible eatting habbits and low self esteem though. I never could see myself "normal" I looked in mirror and saw some one twice the size. Fast forward to my twenties I had more self esteem but still never felt "normal" I felt better since curvey/thicker was "in" I had curves but was now in 200's. I suffer from PCOS so weight loss has been a struggle. I have lost the same 20lbs over and over joined weight watchers 3 or 4 times, join gyms, bought elliptical machines. I feel stuck I never have felt normal, pretty, happy free! I feel like a prisoner of my fat it stops me from doing what I want to do. I have a fear of surgery but at the some time a joy as this may be my way out. Inside is the "real" Keke and she been hidden away for a decade,