5 years

Feb 25, 2013

Hello to everyone   Iam back online  just checking things out...... I have been busy with just living life some good but mostly not so good.  I am  almost  five years out from my surgery.  I never really set a goal weight but my lowest was 168 lbs.  I have  been on the rollercoaster of  up and down 15 to 20 pounds.  Right now iam  up 20 and dont seem to be able to lose any.  My problem is liquid calories I still can't eat large portion so i get my feed on iced coffee, frappes and those types of things  it's been hell since McDonalds has the cheaper products rather than hitting up starbuck 4 dollar verses 2 bucks and a drive thru makes it hard to pass up.  I think iam at my point of not losing anymore  I have wondering about looking into the plastic surgery option because I know  there has to be about  20 lbs just hanging( I just hate seeing that).   I am not going to stress on having the excessed removed cause insurance will not cover it and I cant pay anymore out of pocket just the expense from getting the weight loss surgery was to much....  I guess I need to love myself as I am  and be thankful for what i have acheived.....lost  140 lbs. not bad

best wishes to everyone!!!

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