May 2009

May 14, 2009

Hello All

I finally started my new job. I really enjoy the position although I am still in training. After reading some of these complaints it makes me wonder about some of these doctors out here.

Anyhow, I am still getting used to my new body and tryig to embrace the changes. While shopping I still find myself gravitating towards the plus sized section. I guess cause I shopped in that section so long?? I have more energy, confidence and find  find myself smiling and laughing more. I am working out at the gym 2 days a week and walking during the kids soccer and basketball practice. I ultimately want to run but I am still scared because of the surgery I had on my knee last year for the torn ACL and menicus.

I love this transisition my body is going through and I can definately see the changes. This tool has provided me with the opportunity to learn so much more about myself although i can't really explain it. I often think of when I was attending my pre-op appts and how I wanted to do that alone without my hubby and the kids. They are my biggest supporters. Hubby likes me at the current weight and don't want me to lose anymore he always say you losing all my A**..lol. The girls want me to try on their clothes and pick out clothes for me however, I did let them pick me out some sundresses...lol. I use to dread wearing any kind of dress but we will see...

Current weight between 173-176 depending on the day..personal goal between 145-150, which hopefully I will hit by my one year mark.

Until next time...

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