Last Day before Pre-Op Diet

Jan 24, 2011

Tomorrow will be my last day for my regular diet and then its liquids til surgery. Im nervous about this entire experience but im excited to finally be joining the "losers bench" as people on the site refer to it. I feel blessed that I have been given this opportunity to become healthy again and to fix my body where Ive ruined it before. This is my motivation : My overall health and my self esteem. I know I can make this journey especially with the support from my best friend and the love of my life ( same person haha) and from family and friends and all of you!

On a side note, I went to the last required support group pre-op tonight. It was informative but big..its not really intimate and I sort of feel like the people who have had their surgery and go are a little bit cocky about being "pros" in the department. Its helpful on some level, but I feel like they spoke more than the person running it and she acted as if they were a panel of sorts. I know everyones surgery is different and they can only explain  whats happened for them but it made me feel out of place and very much an individual as opposed to being part of the group. But it is nice to have a community of people that are going through/went through my upcoming experience. I just wish they did more than one group a month since it tends to feel crowded.

Okay well Im done with my post for the night. This helps to write down my experiences and feelings. :)

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02/09/2011
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