Time is winding down... SCARY and indecisive, not a good combo!

Jan 30, 2012

I must admit, I have been majorly procrastinating the past 2-3 months. My last 6 month visit was at the end of December. I should have had all my other appointments out the way but I was dragging my feet.  Now I am down to the wire trying to get everything in at the last minute b/c I want to get a surgery date now! I guess it was hard to believe this is really going to happen now. My stress test is this Wednesday.  Once my surgeon gets that, they will call me, hopefully by the end of next week, so we can schedule my surgery date. Now this may sound crazy, but, I don't know what surgery I want! I've been planning for VSG, reading up on VSG, and spending all my time on VSG forums. But I am second guessing it now. I'm starting to think that RNY is better for me. My surgeon said RNY for me from the beginning. But I know like 4 ppl who have had VSG in the past year and I just felt like overall, it is safer and more beneficial long term. But what if it's not enough. I feel now like maybe I need RNY. But what if RNY makes me lose tooooo much weight???? ughhhhhh, I'm so confused right now. I keep going back and forth and it's driving me crazy. I wish God could just tell me in a loud deep booming voice what I should do. I only have days to decide now...

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