vickie R.

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I HAVE BEEN STAYING SO BUSY,SO I WANNA GIVE EVERYONE A QUICK UPDATE.........I AM DOING FINE. I AM HOLDING MY WEIGHT THANK GOD!!! I AM CURRENTLY 117LBS AND I GO UP 5 AND THEN DOWN,BUT HOLDING. MY DAUGHTER IS TAKING UP MY TIME SHE WILL SOON BE 12 AND THAT IS GONNA BE A HANDFUL LOL.  SAMANTHA IS AT CHEER CAMP THIS WEEK SO I HAVE BEEN JUST DOING SOME ME TIME. I HAVE ALSO GOT MY INTESTINAL SPASMS UNDER CONTROL,I TAKE LIBRAX AND LORIZPAM. THESE 2 HAVE HELPED ME GREATLY. I AM JUST SO HAPPY AND I HOPE BETTER YET TO COME..................

5/30/07
WELL I WENT YESTERDAY AND HAD MY CT CONTRAST,AND IT MADE ME SO SICK ,IM STILL DOWN TODAY. I WILL GET MY RESULTS BACK IN ABOUT 3 DAYS. DR.YON THINKS I HAVE SOME BOWELS ISSUES,SO THATS WHAT THE CT WAS FOR. I AM STILL NO EATING WELL BUT MY PROTEIN SHAKES KEEP ME GOING. I AM A LITTLE DOWN AT THE TIME, WE NEED A VACATION LOL.........BUT ALL IN ALL IM GONNA TRY AND ENJOY OUR SUMMER................I WILL POST WHEN I HAVE MY RESULTS...........

5/10/07
WELL IM GETTING BACK TO NORMAL. I HAVE GAINED A FEW LBS LATELY.......IM HOLDIN BETWEEN 117LBS AND 122LBS. I HAVE BEEN ON MEDS FOR REFLUX AND I AM FEELING BETTER.I'M LOOKIN FORWARD TO THIS SUMMER,SPENDING TIME WITH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS...........................

4-13-07
I went to see the gastro specialist mon,and i do have reflux,i am on carifate now,i am waiting my results,i go back this mon and i will post as i no more. I have been holding my weight i think around 114lbs and thats ok,i have learned that the scale is dangerous,when i was obese i hated it now that im under weight i hate it,it scares me to step on it,i dont wanna lose weight. I do all my supplements but food is so bad for me right now. I do no that the lorizpam has helped relax my esopical muslces. I can eat pureed foods. But other that ll this im getting by and thats all i want is to be happy again,i can remember this time last yr i thought i was on top of the world. I was 160 or so and i looked dang good lol,now all i see is a bag of bones.....................well anyways i will keep this upadated as i can......................Vickie

WELL AFTER LAYING IN PAIN SINCE FRIDAY AND FEELING SO STOPPED UP I HAD TO SEEK MEDICAL ATTN,I HAD A BOWEL BLOCKAGE DO TO MY PANCREATIC ENZYMES BEING SO HIGH,THIS CAUSED A BOWEL OBSTRUCTION,I HAD TO BE FEED AGAIN ALSO,MY ARMS LOOK TERRIBLE,I JUST THOUGHT TO MYSELF WHY,WHY,WHY, GOD YOU HAVE SOMETHING IN STORE FOR ME AND I HOPE ITS BIG!!!!!!! BUT ALL AND ALL I AM ON PAIN MEDS AND MY PANCREAS IS INFLAMMED BUT I HOPE THE MEDS WORK THAT OUT. But I CAN TELL YOU MY BUTT IS SORE FROM THEM HAVING TO GO INTO ME THAT WAY LOL.I NO THE X RAY SHOWED THAT BLOCKAGE RIGHT OFF.  SO FOR NOW I AM RESTING AND GETTING BY................................VICKIE

3/12/07
I THINK I HAVE HIT THE END THIS WEEK........I HAVE EVERYONE TELLING ME HOW BAD I LOOK,I LOOK LIKE A STICK,I LOOK SICK,I LOOK UNHEALTHY. WELL YA THINK!! I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO EAT A MEAL IN WEEKS........AND I HATE BOOST ,I HATE THE WEIGHT GAINER SHAKES,BUT I NO FOR MEYHEALTH THAT I HAVE TO HAVE THEM. I JUST CANT SEEM TO KICK THIS REFLUX AT ALL.,I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD HAVE THIS KIND OF PROBLEMS. I JUST DONT NO HOW I CAN STAY MENTALLY STABLE WHEN I FEEL SO DOWN ALL THE TIME. IT SEEMS AS IF NO ONE WANTS TO HEAR FROM A SICK PATIENT,IF IM FEELING WELL,THEY LOVE ME,IM THE MODEL PATIENT,BUT WHEN IM SICK IM A PROBLEM PATIENT. WHO CAN HELP ME????? I WILL SAY THAT THE GOD LORD ABOVE IS KEEPING ME GOING AND MY 11 YR OLD DAUGHTER THAT WANTS HER FAT MOM BACK BECAUSE SHE IS SO TIRED OF MOMMIE BEING SICK. MY HUSBAND AND MY DAUGHTER HAS LOST THE WIFE AND THE MOTHER THAT I ONCE WAS. I WANT TO HAVE THE STRENGTH TO GET OUT OF THIS RUTE AND BE ON TO A BETTER ROAD IN MY LIFE..............PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS.

2/26/07
WELL I HAVE BEEN FEELIN LIKE CRAP AGAIN.I WENT TO ST.JOE 2 WEEKS AGO FOR BEING SO SICK AND I WAS PUT ON BOOST FOR A WEIGHT GAINER AND TO HELP WITH MY MALNURISHMENT. I WOKE UP YESTERDAY AND WENT TO CHURCH AND FELT FINE,THEN THAT NIGHT I HAD ONE BITE OF LASANGA  AND THEN ABOUT 5 MIN LATER I WAS FOAMING UP YELLOW YUCK. I HAVE BEEN LIKE THIS FOR ABOUT 15 HRS NOW,SO I CALLED THE DOC AND WAS TOLD TO DRINK HOT TEA. WELL I CANT EVEN KEEP THIS DOWN,I JUST HAVE CAME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT I WONT EAT FOR AWHILE. I WILL GO BACK ON SOFT FOODS FOR AWHILE. ITS LIKE EVERYTIME I EAT ,I THROW IT BACK UP LIKE A BABY.ITS JUST LIKE A SPIT UP AFFECT AND IT HAS MY THROAT IN BLISTERS. BUT I AM HOLDING MY WEIGHT AT A OK WEIGHT.IM JUST SO TIRED AND I WANNA FEEL GOOD. I HAVE GOOD DAYS AND BAD,BUT I HAVE TO KEEP ON FOR ME AND MY FAMILY. WELL I WILL UPDATE WHEN I FEEL UP TP IT.....

1/10/07
WELL ITS A NEW YEAR!!!! I AM SO GLAD.........LAST YEAR WAS A TRYING TIME FOR ME,SO I HOPE THAT THIS YEAR GETS OFF TO A BETTER START. SO FAR SO GOOD......WELL ME AND STEVEN WENT OUT SAT NIGHT TO SEE A BAND CALLED MEDUSA DIESAL AND LET ME SAY IT WAS HARD ROCK AS HARD AS IT GETS!!!! BUT ANYWAYS HE TOOK ME TO A VERY NICE MEXICAN RESTARAUNT IN RICHMOND..........I ATE LIKE A LITTLE PIGGY LOL.BUT I ORDERED REFRIED BEANS AND I ATE SOME OF HIS STEAK AND CHICKEN. SAMANTHA HAS STARTED CHEERLEADING AGAIN FOR BASKETBALL..............SHE IS A COWBOY THIS YR........MY BABY IS GROWING UP AND AWAY FROM ME,I TOLD HUBBY THAT WHEN SHE GETS A BF THEY WILL DEFF HAVE TO PUT ME ON PROZAC!!! I AM STILL HOLDING MY WEIGHT AND EATING A LITTLE MORE. BUT I AM JUST HAPPY TO FINALLY FEEL GOOD. I HAVE MEET SO MANY PEOPLE ON HERE THAT HAS INSPIRED ME AND I WILL TRY AND DO BETTER KEEPING THIS PROFILE UP...............I HOPE THIS NEW YR BRINGS ALL WHAT THE WANT AND NEED.................

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!! WELL THIS YR IS ALMOST OVER,IT HAS WENT BUY SO FAST..........I AM DOING GREAT, I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE UNDER THE WEATHER THIS WEEK BUT IM FEELING BETTER. I AM STILL HOLDING THE SCALE AT 118LBS NOW BUT IM ON MY MONTHLY ALSO. NO MATTER WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH THIS YEAR I AM STILL GLAD THAT I HAVE A LIFE. WLS HAS TAUGHT ME SO MUCH. I AM HAPPY AND HEALTHIER THAN I HAVE EVER BEEN.I WSA RELEASED FROM MY DOC,I DONT HAVE TO GO BACK FOR 6 MO UNLESS I HAVE A PROB.TODAY MY BABY HAD A GREAT CHRISTMAS.SHE IS GROWING UP SO FAST. I BOUGHT HER SOME NEW SHIRTS FOR CHRISTMAS AND I ASK HER IF MOMMY COULD BORROW THEM AND SHE SAID .........I DONT THINK SO!!!! BUT IT IS STILL A GREAT FEELING TO NO THAT I CAN WEAR HER STUFF..HUBBY BOUGHT ME A NEW WEDDING BAND A SIZE 5 WHEN I MARRIED HIM I WORE A 9 1/2 AND NOW I WEAR THAT ONE ON MY THUMB. ALSO SINCE I STAY COLD 24/7 HE GOT ME A HEATED THROW................THAT WAS MY FAV GIFT.......AND I ALSO GOT A MAGIC BULLET FOR ALL MY GREAT PROTEIN NEEDS........WELL ALL IN ALL IT HAS BEEN A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS.................................

11/30/06
WELL I MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER SURGERY,I HAD HERNIA REPAIR AND ADHESIONS. I AM SO SORE THIS TIME AND THE GAS IS A KILLER. I STILL CANT EAT. I GUESS ITS WHERE I WAS SCOPED AGAIN.I HOPE IT GETS BETTER.I  WANNA GO TO THE BARI BALL IN LEXINGTON SAT. IT LOOKS LIKE ALOT OF FUN.I WILL RETURN TO LEXINGTON TUES TO GET THE STAPLES OUT AND THEN IM ON MY WAY TO RECOVERY!!!!!!