4 more days and I'm "on the bench"

Mar 02, 2009

I'm nervous deep in the pit of my soul.  I do know I'll be ok.  I do know this is NORMAL.  Don't even have a specific thing I am nervous about ... just trembling a bit from nerves and excitement.  Hard to wrap my brain around the fact that this will finally and forever help me to lose this "damn" weight.  I'm tired of always telling my husband I don't feel good.  I want to be the wife he married.  I want to run with my son before it is too late and he has moved on to his own life.

Thank you to everyone on the board who has answered ALL of my questions, plus some! 

I'm all packed except for the last minute things like my zune, and moisturizer for my face !  I have protein drinks, jello, pudding, unflavored protein powder, chicken borth flavored protein powder, refried beans, cream of chicken soup, yogurt ... I think I am prepared.  I'm also ready for the fact that I have NO idea what to expect until this happens !

Lynda

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