June 08 2010

Jun 08, 2010

OMG Three weeks to go until my surgery...I am getting so excited along with every other emotion that one can feel.

I did tell my parents: Only thing that my dad said was now you will have to buy new clothes, my mom on the other hand had lots to say, the next day. Before she started to get on my nerves I said, "I only told you because if I didn't and you found out afterwards, you would be hurt. I didn't want your opinion since it is my choice for my health and for a good life."  Well the look was priceless but I finally got my point across. And I feel so much better after that.

My mom tends to make all things about herself but not this time.

My support system I do have, is phenomenal and I love them immensely.

With that part over, I feel at peace with my decision.  Yes there are things that are scaring me like death, and my kids being alone, complications and such.  I know the percentage is very low and I am in very good health other than the obese thing. So am trying not to panic.

Great blood pressure, just aching all over from the Fibromyalgia I have and with this crazy weather we've been having, joints are so sore. I still feel like I've won the lottery: don't have to travel for the surgery, being covered by a program so no cost to me other than the Medifast Protein shakes for the liquid diet that I start on the 15th, and the cost of the nutritionist. I have a great Dr, Nutritionist and nurse and it will be fabulous!!!

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I hate waiting!!!

Jun 06, 2010

I have my wls in 23 days and the countdown seems to be taking foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.  I am usually a very patient person but at this point I can't seem to wait quietly  lol.

I am getting more anxious as the days are counted down. I came across the memorials on this site and that kind of freaked me out.  I am very saddened by those who have passed away who were part of this site. I know that there is a risk regarding any surgery and I truly hope everything goes well with mine.  I know your mind can play tricks on situations like this and I am going to try and relax and let the chips fall where they may.

I mean I don't have underlying conditions that would put me at a greater risk for surgery except of course for my weight, but I am going to record something with my camera, like a living will, and tell my kids only to play it if something does happen to me otherwise I will delete it. This I think will put my mind at ease for now.

Tell me If I am being silly.

Also counting down days to start the Medifast (startJune 15th).  Can't say that I am looking forward to that but its all part of the process and will do what I have to do to ensure a good outcome.

Take care all

Peace.
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Date Confirmed

May 26, 2010

Well, the date has been confirmed and it is indeed June 29th.  I will have to be at the hospital at 6:15 a.m for 7:45 surgery time.

It still seems surreal now.  I am getting so excited and so many other emotions--- those that have gone through this already know what I am talking about.

I had my pre-op drs visit today, and tests were done and forms filled and sent off.  I have told my work that I am having stomach surgery and that is all I am telling them.

The only ones who know are my very very supportive and loving boyfriend, my kids and 1 best friend.

The rest of my family inlcuding siblings and mother would judge me.  My dad wouldn't judge me but I will tell him after that as he is not a good secret keeper  lol

I will keep everyone posted









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Tentative Surgery Date

May 20, 2010

Well I should find out for sure if my surgery date is June 29.  It is a tentative date so anything can change.  I go for my pre-op dr's visit the 26th May

I am excited, nervous, hesitant but it is all good.  I know I have made the correct decision for me and can't wait.

Will keep you updated.  Have been busy doing everything else and finally had time to sit down and type.  I mean being on a computer all day does not make we want to get on one when I get home from work.

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Initial Dietitian Consult

Apr 29, 2010

http://coreenasjourney.blogspot.com/

The above is my blogspot page where I will be posting the same blogs.

Today's excerpt is as follows:

First line off my LSG (VSG) bible states: "Congratulations on making the decision to take control of your health!"

I still feel good about my decision to accept this procedure to help change my life. I have only told my boyfriend and my two eldest children, my youngest one knows that I will be having surgery but wouldn't understand what the procedure is all about so just tell her that I am having some stomache issues looked after.

I haven't told anyone else because I do not need to hear negativity from those who don't know how long I have been struggling with weight issues (last 20 years).

It will be an interesting road when my surgery date is set.

Two weeks prior I will only be able to consume 3 protein shakes and 2 cups of "above ground" vegetables and all the water and balck tea I want. I know it will be difficult to cut out food like that but if I don't do it, they will not be able to do the wls. The purpose of this pre-op diet is so that the liver will shrink by about 30%, cause most people my size and heavier have fatty livers.

If the liver is in the way, then the surgery can't be performed.

Medi-trim is the preferred protein powder/shake for pre-op nutrients. It replaces Optifast.

It is amazing the amount of things that I will have to do but must remember that the most important part is to drink water and be a mindful eater.

It is learning to eat all over again, starting with water and protein shakes when able to (baby formula) pureed food for the next step (baby food in a jar) and then the next step is to eat mushy food with very tiny chunks of food in it (toddler food in a jar).

Depending on how I react to water after surgery will depend on when I can start the protein shakes.

I am doing as much research as I possibly can and have joined a website called Obesity Help which is a bariatric/weight loss site. This way I can ask all the questions I want regarding my type of wls.

I am nervous but still okay with my decision......more to follow.

Take care
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