Update... Fill, Life, Etc...

Jul 06, 2009

Today I got another fill.  I was on the fence about it, I wasn't sure if I should or not... but it can always be taken out.  I got 1 more CC to make a total of 7 CC's in my Realize Band.  I am definitely feeling it today, as I was only able to eat 3-4 ounces of purred Tuna for dinner.  It will be interesting to see where I am at in 2 weeks when I know where it's really going to be.  I am down another 8 pounds on the doctor's scale since the last fill 3.5 weeks ago.

My Panic Disorder is... not better, in fact it's worse.  I have the greatest doctors, wife, and family helping me through it all though.  I WILL GET THIS SH*T FIGURED OUT.  It's been... phew... around 3 years since I was fist diagnosed.  Many meds, and lots of help from my AMAZING doctors and psychologist has made me better than I was, but I am still unable to do much outside of the house.  At least I don't spend all day in bed thinking about death and when the next attack is going to happen.  I can at least get out of bed now, and do a lot of things I didn't think I would be able to.  Things that I never even thought about being difficult in the past can become a huge obstacle to overcome now.

My wife is now ~15 weeks away from the due date of October 23.  It's going to be a girl.

I think that's all for now.

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