Momma Angel:
Thanks for the prayers and encouragement. The emotions are running circles in my head now as I draw nearer to "crossing over"! Meanwhile, I try to eat healthy and drink lots of water, though I must admit that I have allowed a piece of pie to slip in there somewhere. Well, at least it was only a piece instead of the whole gosh dern thing!
What you do on this site is as important to us as it is to yourself. God is simply allowing you to build a massive wealth of support for the day that he has prepared for you to cross over! He could give you the $$$ now for your surgery, but He knows how important your act of love is, in providing support to those of us who are reaching through our fears, to connect with someone like you, who understands the pain that is endured by everyone who suffers from "MORBID OBESITY"!