Hey! I almost don't know what to say! I just read your profile and it was shocking! You reminded me to be thankful! You know sometimes you get caught up in daily routine and you seem to forget to be thankful. I just want to thank you for your posting. You are such a wonderful person and I don't think you could be told that enough! If I could I would give you my position to have surgery. I know I am obese and it will help my health to have this surgery but it seems like it is almost life thretening for you . I just wish I could help! I wish you all the luck in the world and may God keep on blessing you! (((HUGGS)))