moosemom
Jan 10
Jan 16, 2010
01/21/10Everything is good to go, spot turned out to be a cyst with no problems!
01/17/10
I promised myself that I would reconnect this year. I really have isolated myself for the most part since my mom passed away in Aug from lung cancer that had metastasized to her brain. Life has been up and down. This was the first Christmas without my mom and it was pretty rough. I didn't let the kids know how hard it was for me. I really wanted to go all out and decorate for the holidays this year, I just couldn't do it. Its been a rough 2 years, We lost dad 2 years ago and mom this past year. It seem so surreal that they aren't here anymore. I own both of them so much.
This should be an exciting time for me this year, I'm suppose to be having my plastics next week on the 26th, but now I'm in limbo. My mammogram that I had done came up with a 6mm mass in it. They compared my older ones with the new one and its a new development. I had hopped that it was just my old scar tissue from my incident at 18. I go in for a sonogram on Tuesday, I hope to know more that day or Wed. I haven't told the kids anything, I'm waiting to find out if its nothing or not. The big C word is pretty scary. I know I have had that scare before but now it just seems more serious to me, I guess its an age thing or that I had just lost mom to cancer. I don't want to scare the kids, but I'm really worried.
