5weeks out

Oct 27, 2009

Okay today makes 5 weeks out and my appetite is back full blast! Even with my appetite being back I have trouble trouble i mean trouble eating certain foods. So needless to say certain things have been removed from my diet from now on. Things are progressing slowly. So much is going on that I have not walked this week. Today I dont care what happens my butt is hitting the pavement and getting it done. I was doing the couch 2 5k  program but I will restart that prayerfully next week.

My family grew by 1 on Saturday my sister decided that she no longer wanted her 11yr old daughter and brought her to me. The house is a little crazy because I just moved into a smaller place only 2 bdrms. My son is not liking the fact that he has to share. Trying to get this child onto my insurance this week was meet w/roadblocks because I dont have something from the court system. In the mean time between time my sister has not given me the child's meds breathing machine or anything! I feel so overwhelmed right now but I was able to get her enrolled in school w/the notarized paper her mom gave me. Thank God for the small things. I've missed a couple days of work trying to get her in school and get uniform tops. I have been comfort eating because I am stressed to know end. Already couldnt sleep at night so you know it is worse now.

I know that God has worked everything out and nothing happens by chance. Even though I can't hear his voice I am trusting his plan. I know he will bring us through and we continue to bless each of us. I pray that God removes the hositlity I have with my sister I really do. Her thing is she is struggling and cant see her way out. Well I am struggling as well as most ppl are, I now have someone else to feed, clothe and provide for but I am trusting God. It makes me so angry that now she is home free no obligations but herself and still wont send the meds and stuff. Sorry to vent like this but I am so full... But today I am getting back on track. I dont have to listen to her yell and scream about this that and the other Shay is safe and loved.  oh yea and my niece will be 12 on 11/16 what a birthday present to hear your mom say I dont want you anymore. Lord have mercy on my sister please. I gotta get this girl in some counseling but w/o insurance it is looking grim. I applied for medicaid dont know if she will qualify a friend walked me through it the app was so freaking long. Yall please pray for not just the kids and I but my sister as well.
Thank God trouble dont last always!!

Weightloss is back on track today will be a great day in Jesus name. Please pray for us.

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