Scared

Aug 16, 2009

Its been seven weeks since my VSG surgery. I've lost 32 pounds. I feel like that not very much in 7 weeks.

I can eat more than I should be able to. I feel like that. I'm so scared of letting everyone down... including myself.

I've been so depressed this weekend. I feel like the weight of the world is on my shoulders. I feel like I went through this surgery for nothing. I feel like I'm losing a battle that is impossible to win.

I'm going to go back to protein shakes for some of my mini meals this week. I'm going to kick up the exercise too. All I really feel like doing is going to bed and staying there.

What's happening to me?

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