and waiting....

Jun 10, 2013

I got a letter in the mail from the insurance company on Saturday which said they needed clinical information to process my claim and they would finalize their decision within two business days after they receive the information.  LOL!  I don't think they do anything at the insurance company in 2 days, but I am impressed I got some correspondence so soon.  

So I called the surgeon's office and Meagn, the most patient woman ever, says that the letter is routine.  She said all soon as she gets approval, she'll call me. So, I feel like I'm getting closer.   But we are not there yet.   

It's funny, but I am so ready for this change.  Eating less and not being hungry sounds so good.  No throwing up daily sounds so good.  Feeling like I have energy sounds good.  Getting on my feet every morning without joint pain sounds good.   I am ready to not be upset every time I put a bite in my mouth.  I feel guilty eating anything. After all the failed attempts I know every bite will lead to gain and more guilt.  It will be good to be back in control and know the little I eat will be for the good of my body and for nourishment, not to get something to go down without throwing up.  I am eager to have a body that lets me exercise without joint pain and that clumsy feeling.  

Another day closer to getting an answer.  

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