Frustrated and getting tempted

Jul 04, 2013

Well my weight keeps fluctuating and I'm feeling stiff and non-agile.  I have not missed a work out and am sticking by my 800 calorie per day rule.  I just keep flexing between 239 and 240.  That's been a week now and it's getting old.  It's not easy watching everyone eat like I used to and it's OK.  I'm working so hard-yet I'm beginning to fear my worst fears. That I actually stuck like this...  I can't imagine that I haven't lost this week at all.  I guess this is plateau land and it's not a fun place to be.  

I am hoping by next week this time I start to see some poundage results.  I saw my mom yesterday for the first time since I started to diet and she was unimpressed.  As always she pulls through for another punch to my weight management issues.  Yeah mom, I remember "too bad you are fat- let's eat some cake. "   I keep fighting to give myself and family a better future with a better me.  

Let's hang in there Nicole.  

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