Annoyed..

Dec 05, 2010

So I finally hit the 100 lbs lost mark, which seems like it took forever. Those last few pounds just didnt want to come off! But I did it, and I am so proud of myself! On the flip side of things, I'm completely annoyed with the major skin problem I am having. It looks like I have bat wings under my arms, and my stomach...looks soo disgusting. I can pick up the skin, pull it, stretch it..looks like silly putty. I had to invest in spanx so I could have a semi smooth apperance above my belly button, and they hold the skin in enough to wear I can fit into smaller clothes without looking like I have a dozen muffin tops. You would think I was running a damn bakery over here!! I am 53 lbs away from my goal weight, and I'm wondering how much longer I am going to be able to hold out before I saw screw this, and have my cosmetics. The skin is so depressing, not to mention, disgusting. If I'm not dealing with a rash under my belly, I'm dealing with an infected belly button. AHH!!!! And yea, lets not forget how much hair I'm losing. It has thinned out pretty bad. Globs of hair come out everytime I shower or brush my hair. I knew i was goin gto have hair loss, but my surgeon assured me it wouldn't be this bad :(  Dont get me wrong, I am so thankful for the surgery, and I would do it all over again if I had too, but I'm just having a rough time dealing with these things right now. Between that and my hubby being deployed, it makes things a little rough sometimes. Ok..finished with my rant!

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