nykol H.

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AHHH Im trying to hard to change my diet and eat less and stop eating so ma carbs.. but it seems like im having a very hard time getting away from these dang CARBS!!! I got to loose 17-18 lbs in 3 months.I want this surgery sooo bad and i want to get it right and have good results.  I get soo hungry late afternoon that I over eat at dinner time im getting sooo frustrated!! im trying to cut out all soda but i tell you what caffeine is a hard thing to kick... going grocery shopping Friday and trying to get a plan of attack and im soo lost and confused!!! the nutritionist wasn't much help the other day at my appt she handed me a packet but didnt really help me figure out things, Ugh 

Its almost Midnight and i cant sleep!! I have my first appointment with the surgeon tomorrow and im nervous as all get out!! i keep thinking when am i going to wake up?!?! I cant believe how far ive come in such a short period, but I am Very PROUD of myself. I have a Dr that does not believe in the Weight Loss Surgeries at all and its been a hard last 4 years, But I finally met the Physicians Assistant in August and here I am today Finally where I want to be and I know if i keep up with the determination I will  SOON be where i want to be!! I just got to keep my Head UP!! I can DO THIS!!!!

 

I am WORTH IT!!!

Today was the Day,
All my Paper Work and the Money went out in the Mail to the Bariatric Surgeons!!
I had to have someone Else do it or I would of kept holding onto the PaperWork, lol

I am SOO VERY Excited!
I cant wait to get my letter back with my First Appt!!!

Here is to Starting the Next Chapter in my Life!!!

                  **2013**

 

Christmas has come and gone as fast as it have arrived... Now that the Holidays are over it is now time to get my butt back in gear and start the year off right... This year is going to be the Year!! I have worked so hard since August to get this far Im not going to stop now... I cant wait to be able to do all the things I used to do :-D HERES TO NEW BEGININGS!

So Thanksgiving came and went and I didnt gain no weight as of what the scale says but I feel like it, lol... I have not mailed the paper work into Upstate yet every time I get ready to mail it something happens in the family, Its beginning to get frustrating trying to help everyone else and help myself too...

  After I had a horrible expirience trying to get to my 1st Information Session last week. I got SOO Lost trying to get there.. I was soo Upset. I didnt want to go back.. BUT I want this Surgery and I want to change my life not only for ME but so I can see my Son grow up and be there for him.

  SO I signed up again for this week with the head cordinator. I think she remembered me lol she kept looking over at me smiling. Prolly did I wouldnt forget a balling person either.  It was bad no cell to get direction nothing darn thing died on me, nothing but one way streets... But I know how to get there now, lol

   So I went and got ALL my paper work and everything I need to have completed for my first consultation. Im really Excited and Nervous. I cant believe this it seems like a dream and im going to wake up OR someones going to pull the rug out from under my feet... Weird I know but Hey Its the Truth...
  
   Now its time fill out the packet and write the check so I can get my first Appoitment and finally get life headed in the right direction!! 

                                                 I Wish I did this years AGO!!