ABOUT ME

Mar 14, 2009


well about me: I have dark hair, but dye it blonde lol.i am 5"10, i have blue eyes, weight at now is 317 i lost 24p .i have a really good personality, i am sweet,caring,lovable and all of the apove. my spelling is bad i try to type fast and mess up lol.I have been big my whole life but when i was born i was a normal weight.normal what is normal lol. well i am tried of people staring and cant fit in some chairs and its time for a change so i am getting the weight surgery not for anyone but me so i feel better about myself.i am scared as hell and want to back out but i need to do it.i lost my mom going on 4years from diabetes and already have it so my mom is in a way helping me to inprove my health and feel better about my self.plus i want kids and i cant right know because of damn pcos which sucks but god dont give u to much that u can not handle.i am 33 and want to live a looooong and healty life.well thats anoff about me if u have any questions dont be afraid to ask.    
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Surgery in 4 days

Mar 13, 2009

well i have surgery in less then four days. I go in on march 30,2009 at 6:00 in the morning. Let me tell u i am scared as anything.this liquid diet is not bad but man i am afraid of the tubes in my stomach and down my nose . My anxiety is so far up there i dont know what to do .But i keep saying to myself its the right thing to do and i will be ok i am a strong person but man i cant get that scared feeling out of my head. so if anybody has a few words to say to try to help me get some anxiety out please do and please everyone pray for me on monday morning that everything will be ok.     
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About Me
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Surgery
03/30/2009
Surgery Date
Feb 07, 2009
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