Erica Perez
A little quick update & so much has happened..
May 16, 2009
This past Monday I started my liquid diet and at first it was a breeze but man oh man it was harder towards the middle of the week because i was so hungry...i just wanted some refular food, even if it meant that i had to eat beans and rice..which sound pretty good right about now..lol. But Friday, I noticed something...i was so amazingly please....i had bought these pair of jeans a week ago for my final dinner gathering and at the time of purchase they were just a perfect fit...and on friday they were way too big...i was so socked...even my stomach doesnt look as big...i had the tummy that look like i was pregnant but now it wasnt as big...i feel like im shrinking with this liquid diet..and so tomorrow i start my second week and soon after its surgery time...is coming by so fast.Also, Friday my boyfriend shared some disturbing news with me. He told me he didnt want me to go through surgery...that he cant stand the idea of me going thorugh this and basically he knows im leaving him. and that he wasnt going to support me on this at all...that really made me feel shitty but you know what i had to make myself understand and i told him that i respected his opinion but i didnt really care what he thought becuase what ever him or anyone else thinks...this is my choice...my body...my life..and i was having it!
I do have to say im a bit disappointed because from all people i thought he would understand the most but honestly this relationship is doomed regardless of surgery or not...we have had many problems and i dont see it going any where....so we will see what happens after surgery. But as far as I know...my wedding is off...which is fine by me
On another note...i been getting so much attention from other guyswhich is so funny cuz i havent even had surgery or lost drastic weight...i think it has to do with the attitude that i been having lately...i been changing myself little by little..taking actual care of myself, taking time to look nice...and unexpectatnly im being acknowledged...lol..anyhow, Tuesday I go in for endoscopy and lab work and before you know it im will having surgery...i cant wait!!!!
