Erica Perez
This time tomorrow...
May 24, 2009
Its finally hitting me that by this time tomorrow, i will be doing my final preparations for surgery. Im scheduled for 7:30am and boy am i anxious but oh so excited. I feel like things are finally falling into place for me and im so ready to see what is yet to come.I am scared though, i keept thinking about what if something goes wrong. These past two weeks I been making sure to tell everyone who matters to me, just how i feel. I've gone out of my way to mend a few friendship that i been so uncertain about, was able to re-connect with an flame and most importantly i was able to just forgive and let go of all the pain...If this were to be it...i just want to make sure i had the chance to say exactly how i felt...with out any restraints. But although i may think and feel like this is it...my heart tells me that i still have many years to live and i know and i am hopeful that everything will turn out wonderfully...
so until then OH family....the next time i blog...i'll be on the loser's bench...yay!!! cant wait! love you guys and thanks for all you've done to make this transition easier!
