Not Cheating

May 31, 2010

I'm not bragging.  I'm complaining.  It's Memorial Day and we had a little cookout.  I feel weakened and tired and know that some extra food, not to mention some caffeine, would boost my energy.

Nevertheless, I've put my surgery as my number one priority.  I am working hard to make certain that my surgery has the best possible outcome.  I want to make certain my liver shrinks like it's supposed to.  So, I'm not cheating.

I have dreams that I forget that I'm on a liquid diet and accidentally eat regular food.  Then I panic. 

This too shall pass.  I am one week away from my surgery and I am excited for the changes this will make in my life.  I'm not looking forward to the surgery and recovery, but I'll get through that part, too. 

Hope is so welcome.

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