Hungry Butterflies

Oct 25, 2010

I'm out of the box.  I'm out of my comfort zone.  I'm stretching myself.  I'm making cold calls, putting myself out there. I'm seeking clients and pay sources.  Mostly, though, I'm hungry! 

I'm not really, because my pouch is full. I feel full. I measured my food, ate slowly, had the tell-tale burp to know I was full even before 20 minutes was up.  The system is "go".  It's working... and I want to eat everything I see.  Why?  I'm nervous. 

Oh man, I have to find a place to put this nervous energy.  Everything I'm doing today is positive and planned and good. But, it is new and I have to talk to strangers on the phone and ask for things.  I have butterflies inside... and apparently they want to eat!

Whew!  Right now, the only thing keeping me from seeing what the limits are to this pouch is the fear of dumping.  Yep, that's  a good fear alright.  I think I am going to go do some serious stress relieving stretches.  Some cleansing breaths and maybe a shower to hit the reset button on my brain. 

All is well.  The world is at peace.  I am okay.  (repeat ad nauseum)

Thanks to everyone who reads my blog.  Your support and accountability gets me through these moments.  Blessings on your journey.

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