WELL 5 LBS GONE FOREVER..

Mar 15, 2011

WELL THERE GOES 5LBS! I GETTING SO EXCITED. I REALLY WANT TO LOSE 35 LBS BEFORE I GO INTO SURGERY. THAT WOULD BE SOO NICE! YESTERDAYS FOOD WAS GOOD I WASNT HUNGRY AT ALL! BUT I WAS ABOVE THE CALORIE INTAKE THE NUT GAVE ME TO FOLLOW. OOPS BUT IM STILL LOSING SO GO ME!
    I REALLY WISH THAT I HAVE A FRIEND TO DO THIS WITH, I MEAN I HAVE MY HUNNY THAT SUPPORTS ME IN WHATEVER I WANNA DO BUT I NEED SOMEONE TO PUSH ME AND BE THERE WHEN I WANNA EAT THAT CHOCOLATE BAR.  ALL MY FRIENDS ARE SMALL AND DONT NEED SURGERY. SO I GUESS I WILL HAVE TO DO THIS BY MY SELF.     PLUS I DONT FEEL THAT ANYONE THAT HAS BEEN THIS BIG KNOWS THE ACTUAL HARDNESS OF GIVING THINGS UP. (MAYBE THEY DO) BUT I WOULD ALWAYS THINK IN MY HEAD THAT THEY WERE LUCKY THAT THEY DONT NEED TO DO ANYTHING, AND THEY GET TO STAY SMALLER, NOT HEALTHIER BUT SMALLER.  I CAN NEVER UNDERSTAND THAT! WHY SOME PEOPLE GET TO EAT WHATEVER THEY WANT AND NEVER GAIN A POUND. YET MYSELF IM GOING TO HAVE TO BUST MY A$$ JUST TO GET TO WHERE I WANNA BE  BEFORE SURGERY! OH GOTTA DO IT! IF ANYONE WANT TO BE FAT BLASTIN BUDDIES LET ME KNOW, I WANNA A PARTNER TO WORK OUT WITH!

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