Suzanne Gottschalk

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Oh my GAAWD. I never want to do a sleep study ever again. Talk about a nightmare (no pun intended)! I have the glue in my hair, almost a week later. Tell you what, I really want this gastric bypass surgery, because if I didn't, I would've quit by now!
I was denied by my insurance, but they sent it to the prescription division, not the surgical division of the insurance department. Stupid. Anyway...I'll see soon if I am pre approved, but the lady said everyone else she sent in that day was approved. We shall see.
I'm that much closer!

I was so apprehensive and  anxious about doing the psych eval. It was nothing. The psychologist comforted my fear right away, she said she wasn't there to say I coudln't have the surgery or if I was fit for it. That was my biggest worry. I have so much going on with school, I'm sure I look like Bill the Cat a lot of the time!
I can't wait to start losing weight. I feel like I'm in such limbo right now. I eat whatever I want - I wonder if I should start thinking protiens and whole foods...I don't know. Part of me wants to drink soda and eat everything in sight because I CAN...but the more intelligent side says to stop fooling around and start being healthy! I know what I NEED to do.
I dunno...I need some motivation. I'm kinda unhappy right now!

Hi again,
I have my sleep study scheduled 12/2 and 1/6. I am much closer to the surgery than I imagined! I am so ready to be thin again. As Julie can attest, I do not belong in this huge body. I just hope I have what it takes to keep it off! I am really getting excited. I feel horrible physically, but knowing relief is in sight, I've got hope!
TTFN,
Suz