support = much needed

Nov 30, 2011

 i dont know how to start this subjuct because it is a very sensative one for me. i have 2 brothers , i am the middle child (black sheep) and for the most part of my life i have tried to get my parents to support me in the descions and interests i had. They never had any interest in anything i did no matter how hard i tried. This surgery is no different, instead of accepting the fact that im getting surgery to better my life, my parents are completely against it. I never really cared for their support once i got to high school and college but once i got my date for the surgery, i try to bring it up with my parents to see if maybe they've changed their minds but nope. Ive never wanted there support so bad in my life and i dont know why. im so used to them not caring about me and caring all about my brothers. It's also hard now i guess because my best friend has completely disappered from my life and is going down the wrong path fast and i cant do nothing to stop her. Other then my boyfriend who had gastric bypass and my other friend i have no other support :/ it hurts because sometimes i feel lost and have no one to talk to 

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